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>> snow days don't come easy <<

It was snowing yesterday. I mean, if you call less than an inch of ice scattered across your lawn 'snowing'. Happy belated New Years; This year was better than the last. Co 10, Henry, Steph and everyone (Except Charlotte -she did modeling that day ;]-) went to check out the Peach Drop in Atlanta.

Which was sort of disappointing. We arrived at about 11:55, walked / ran / sprinted / dragged ( its a complicated process.. ) ourselves to where we could see, and then at the strike of 12, the peach slowly ( so, so slowly ) fell. Longest minute of my life. Other than the minutes it took to run the mile in gym. Being a struggling athlete, I pretty much experienced the worst, most terrifying 9 minutes of my life. (maybe i'm exaggerating, maybe not)

Completely Random O.C Quote! Season One: Trip to T-Juana

Summer: Who gets past by a van full of nuns? Oh. Wait. Who? Cohen does!
Seth: They have God on their side, Summer. Okay. I'm not going to beat Jesus.

Yeah, so if it was completely obvious, I've been watching The O.C lately; I think its safe to say that I love love love Seth & Summer(: ; I've watched all four seasons and ordered the complete series on DVD.

Another 90 days of school this semester. I'm not sure how I feel about it just yet. It's sinking in (is that even normal?) Charlotte and I are working on a collaboration we're doing. I mean, if we ever get pass the "picking song" stage of course.

TaiwanLove [DOT] Net is almost ready to be open; A lot of work on the pages but I'm extremely proud of the layout. Anyway, I'll be going... best wishes.

x. Updated The Portfolio - 1/8/2010

++ By: Cindy, 08 Jan 2010 ++

>> prince kashaba once said . . . <<

Hola amigos. Would it be an understatement to say its been a little while since I last 'blogged' (im not sure if thats a word..) A lot has happened. Let's start shall we? [look at me, im fifteen, and im already talking like im 80 years old telling my grandchildren some honorable story they don't want to hear.] Well, new site. I don't have the name down just yet but something about Taiwan Idols/Dramas. Watching a mix of new dramas. HotShot, MoMo Love, Hi My Sweetheart, Autumn's Concerto. Usually, I wouldn't take on this much at once but MoMo Love, HMS, and Autumn's Concerto are all 'ongoing' so they release new episodes each week.

Man, these are the times I wish I had Taiwanese channels. Oh, and it might help just a tad if I knew mandarin. You know, if all else fails, I could definitely go and hire a professional mandarin reader to read it to me while I watch. Nah.

So Anup [ yeah, that vegetarian kid i've known since pre-k ;) ] turned sixteen yesterday; I remember once it was his birthday in 5th grade and he brought in vegetarian cupcakes. WOWZAHH. Amy, Anup, and I used to play at the tether ball field during recess back in elementary school.

MUSIC!. Um, I've been listening to Fahrenheit, S.H.E, and Tank. Very little music these days, mostly dramas. Dramas and homework. GASP Yes, I said it; homework. It's a school thing. x_X' - anyway, I'm on break. yay for thanksgiving. We made place mats in home-ec and I'm telling you, i drew the cutest little girl in a polka dotted dress. Okay, maybe not the cutest, but you get the picture.

More about music, I have a recording due on the 15th of December. Not sure how that'll turn out. Helping some people write songs. My websites are downhill though. I've had no time what so ever for them. Ahh, I'm cursed to be LAZY for all of eternity! I should be shunned, shunned I tell you;

Why must Mandarin be so hard to learn. If only I could travel back in time, force my baby self to learn it, and race back. Then I'd know it all right now. Although that's pretty much impossible and I'm pretty sure against science, it's still a thought. Hey, that could work with guitar, too! Okay, done dreaming.

Talked to Chen last Friday. Pretty much the 'usual' Chen conversation. "Hello? Can you repeat that?." Haha, but then... [wow, i got you there, didn't i? made it sound oh so dramatic] ha, no. I told him I was learning mandarin and we started saying random stuff in mandarin. You know, to see if I understood or if he understood [thats 'ming bai' by the by. yeah, i know. total show off] what I was saying. He asked me if someone was teaching me. So then I said, "Bin taught me how to say I love you but that's it. Wo Ai Ni."

[Video: HotShot Theme Song by ShowLuo]
one of those 'unsatisfied couple pairing' dramas

He laughed (probably because he was there when Bin pulled the "wo ai ni" trick= i asked bin how to say how are you, and he said 'wo ai ni' to try and get me to say it. please. o0') Anyway, back to the story. Chen laughed and said, "i love you, too." Yeah, pretty much made my day. Nothing big or anything.. x____X

Making cookies tomorrow! Ah, I can already smell the white chocolate. Yeah, BABY! Uh huh, Uh huh.. does crazy dance when no ones looking phew.. -wipes barely visible sweat off forehead like i just fought off a thousand buff ninjas- ;; So, I've pretty much grown to find that nothings ever going to happen if you don't meet it up half way. So what do you say we get this thing going?

++ By: Cindy, 25 Nov 2009 ++

>> 音乐是爱 <<

Ni Hao! It's been so long since the last update. Well, not much to share. x_x I'm on my 4 day weekend which is amazing. Relaxation.. sweet(: I've watched some dramas/movies since the last update. (Devil Beside You, Spider Lilies, Brown Sugar Chivalries, && currently on ToGetHer) And I'm also learning Mandarin.. little by little. (As you can probably imagine, my memory isn't perfect so.. haha, you can guess the results for yourself)

Worked on my Dramas/Music page where I state about the Music albums and dramas/movies that I've heard or seen. Hope you enjoy; (ThankYou Bubby)

I also volunteered to help with Lilburn Daze (an art/?? festival at lilburn city park) last Friday (9th). Do you know how long it takes to look through old books to see if there's writing in them? Or pull a wagon full of wood. Yeah, yeah, let the weak asian pull the heavy wood. No, she don't have a problem.. psh. >.< haha.. good times.

To catch up, Dianna had her little intervention with Charlotte. Steph && I were a bit thrown off so we had a little conversation of our own. Who knew Charlotte was so.. awesome at this stuff. She reacted the way I never thought she would. Man, I was ready for the TEARS but what do I get? A hug and "im glad you guys told me." Seriously? Killing me with kindness, Charlotte... o__0

Guitar isn't getting any better. I will practice.. ( this is where my laziness steps in.. ) --- ahh, hopefully it gets better. And for the ending.. (: (you may have noticed I love using smiley faces...)

CHOC SEVEN! [7] - 我太笨

++ By: Cindy, 11 Oct 2009 ++

>> heart heart heartbreak <<

Boys Like Girls released their new album; Its fairly amazing. My favorite song so far is Contagious but "She Has A Boyfriend Now" comes really close behind. TNT birthday is on Sunday.. or is it Saturday? I don't know, whichever one is the 20th. Tomorrow is Friday. Finally. This has been one of the longest weeks ever. ever.

Gonna redo my room in the next few weeks. New photos and fixing all the stuff falling off the walls. Ah, homecoming week is next week. Going to Steph's. That should be interesting. It was raining today, Francis && I ran through it a couple times for no reason. Then I walked with Eric to his bus which is so far out and got coated with more fantastic rainfall. Lucky me, right? So.. if I end up getting sick.. we all know why.

One Tree Hill's 7th Season premiered on MONDAY! It was awesome. I really liked Quinn (Haley's Sister). And I hope we get more Naley scenes this season. Starting the legend of brown sugar chivalries. I'm not really into it (just watching for Xiao Yu, A Wei and Xiao Ma)

Oh, and in other news, theres a big chance that I've been spelling Ao Quan (the taiwanese writing) wrong. Did you hear that? WRONG. i've memorized it, written it practically everywhere and they're telling me now that I've been writing it wrong? What kind of world are we living in!? [okay, maybe i'm being too dramatic] Anyway, time for some riveting problems of geometry! who's with me!? (no one?) >.<

++ By: Cindy, 17 Sep 2009 ++

>> a story to tell your friends <<

Wow. Now this is as far as being a procrastinator goes. We had 2 weeks to think of a song to sing and now we have one day and I still have no idea what we're doing. I guess this means we're winging it tomorrow. Yes, winging. The word of tomorrow, everybody. Embrace it.

Plus, I updated the portfolio with my new binder covers, calenders, and all that jazz.

My Friday went exceptionally amazing. Not that anything super duper exciting happened. But that I just had a good time and nothing really bad happened.

Oh, except in Home Ec, we were having Free Lab (where we get to cook whatever in class) and I was supposed to bring drinks. Well, I had the can of sodas on the counter and forgot them. Can you believe it? Talk about so close yet so far. And in class our group was disappointed in me. Hear that? Disappointed. We made CHEESE pizza and OREOS. CHEESE AND CHOCOLATE COOKIES?? And all this without any drinks. Let's Face it, I'm a horrible person. Just butter me up and call me wumbo... (no idea..)

Well, I finally finished the drama, PiLi MIT! It's really amazing and one day, I'll finish learning Mandarin and I'll be able to actually know what they're talking about. Without the English subs. :]

++ By: Cindy, 11 Sep 2009 ++

>> a lesson in romantics <<

So, I've been watching " MIT 'The Clue Collector' " drama for a bit now. It stars Gui Gui from Hey Girl and Aaron from Fahrenheit. But its definitely scary.. so, yeah. These drama twists.. i can't keep up. Also, and since Final Destination 4 is out, Adna was excited to watch but then she found out its rated R so now we have this diabolical, idiotic plan on sneaking in using our international forces not including Puerto Rico; Don't ask...;

Oh, and Uncle Michael's && Jennifer's Birthday party past last Sunday. Was amazing... I guess, we did karaoke for a while; Ate three different cake types, went to Co 10's pool.. didn't swim though. One thing, Cindy Swimming = No Way. Don't get me wrong, I can do the kiddy pool, no problem..

Well, Picture Day is tomorrow; So fun, right? Ha, no, actually it's not that exciting at all. ByeBye.

++ By: Cindy, 08 Sep 2009 ++

>> you're so rockstar <<

Did you know they made bottles with Ao Quan's face on it? I, for one did not noticed that. I guess you could say I'm in my Brown Sugar Macchiato stage which apparently comes right after One Tree Hill. I recently deleted everything I had on OTH and replaced them with Lollipop/Hey Girl stuff on my ipod touch. Oh, and I put up a new layout today. It took me quite a while and I finally got in touch with the animation shop side of me and started some animation stuff which you can see in the sidebar. XIAO YU<3 ;; anyway...

James' birthday party (its being held at HAPPY VALLEY) is next saturday on the ... twelfth. Dianna, Steph, Charlotte and I will be performing.. I;m not sure, whatever song we can find.. or like. Dianna's dying to get some Japanese in. Stephanie wants to get it over with, I'm more excited about the Chinese and Charlotte is more about the lets have fun concept.

I've been dying to watch FINAL DESTINATION 4! It just came out and I'm really scared about seeing it alone. So until Dianna or Francis decide that they want to see it, there's no way I'm gonna.

Back to Ao Quan and his head on the bottle. Well, since I'm new to my BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO obsession, I'm gonna need some merchandise. And what better than having their heads on WATER BOTTLES! or maybe, cards or ... im not sure, MOUSEPADs. I'll get merchandise one way or the other.. --- So, farewell. Until next time, hmm?

++ By: Cindy, 01 Sep 2009 ++

>> and its a lottery, i cant wait to draw your name <<

Second week of school and I'm feeling same as last week, like theres alot more to go. I also adopted Loud&&Rockin.NET and im gonna set it up so its better than ever.

Met some new people, good, bad.. // but anyway, now my world is ruled by homework. Yay for them, right? And its the most random ways I meet people.. most of them aren't even in my classes.Currently listening to Always Attract by You Me At Six. Steph can't go to homecoming with us because its the day of her homecoming.. which really sucks, but we're all planning to go to Char;s together and then go to our own.

++ By: Cindy, 22 Aug 2009 ++

>> i love these flashbacks <<

Can you believe it? I'm actually having flashbacks. Or what do you call it, feeling nostalgic. Okay, lets rewind to a couple Christmases ago at Uncle Michael's house. Dianna got the Aly && Aj cd and Steph, Jenn, Char, Pat, Kevin, Francis, Dianna and I stayed over. The next morning we all started wearing the clothes we got for Christmas because we didnt bring a change of clothes.

Well, we played "Collapsed" on the speakers in Uncle Michael's room. I mean, we did have six girls in the room, of course we would start dancing.And well, everytime it came to the "in my lap" we would jump and slap our laps.. now that I think about it, that was completely lame.

But you know, I wouldnt change a thing cause we all had an amazing time just living and being young. Now, I dont even think thats possible. Ahh, being a teenager ruins everything..

I also remember there was this part of the song, that goes really fast and we tried singing it.. it was funny because none of us could really sing that fast..

I guess I should talk about the first week of school. Something happened everyday this week which is pretty much a good thing. Dianna spent lunch with me on Friday so I had to sit inside and we pretty much cornered this Taiwanese freshman that was sitting alone. And it was fun because it turned out pretty well. Made a friend, and had a good time.

Met some new friends in my classes as well. Havent been late yet but I'm sure it'll happen sometime seeing as my classes go zig-zag throughout the whole day.

Still not sure about the Glamour Kills Tour though, Steph and I are still trying to figure it out. I'm kind of getting the feeling while writing this. You know that feeling? When you're the only one whose in the world because well, you can only see what you see, feel what you feel.. the moment usually lasts for a minute or too.. but anyway, I hate it... well, this is it. x]

++ By: Cindy, 16 Aug 2009 ++

>> prison awaits <<

Maybe im being way over dramatic about school being a prison but somewhere along the lines, its the truth. But whats worse if that you can leave anytime you want, but you just.. cant. Had alot to do today. Tshirts, Bookbags, Signatures, and pretty much alot more to do.

So I'll probably be jetlagged tomorrow its because im not used to waking up at 6am to go and learn..

[had to edit icon, at this moment, i didnt know about pili mit]

++ By: Cindy, 09 Aug 2009 ++

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