Welcome to my little spot here on the web. FeelingImpossible.Com is a blog/collective/design site of mine to hold all of my designs, fansite list and just to say what I want. Here, you will find my online journal, all my fansites I've worked on/own, and my portfolio of layouts, wallpapers, and signatures!

Site Name: Feeling-Impossible.Com
Type: Blog / Collective
Founder: Cindy
Started: June of '09
Version: 3 (tres)
Hosted By: Gertie @ Fan-Sites.Org


"when the world says give up; hope whispers one more try."


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Cindy. Loves music more than anything. Fahrenheit, Varsity Fanclub, Relient K. Obsessed with After School (Nana). obsseses easily. new people. PERSONAL TASTE; dramas. vietnamese. 5'2. SIXteen. May19th.; Hates liars. I dont go anywhere without my music. oylmpuscameras=love. Georgia.

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1:58 <3 Nana

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>> .. and all that jazz <<

wah, wah, wah.; thank you god for the amazing day i had on Sunday. Went to U.Michael's house(: he got a model car. On of those super slick oldies cars that old people whistle at when they pass on the street. After lamely spazzing about that, I just hung out talking about random stuff to random people. (except theyre not random, this is my family im talking about..) So, Stephanie, Jennifer, Anh Cuong, KC, Jason, Co 10(:, Henry, Jenny, Thiem Duyen, CO 4, Amy.. and of course Dianna, Francy && mommy(: haha.. so we were all there except Charlotte..

Uncle Michael.. he's the type of guy that has interests in so many things and he has the money to buy them.. (hence the car..); thats just amazing; he also bought these Jet Ski things (2); && we took turns riding it. I rode with co10 at 24 mph only to learn that Steph had called Francy a safe rider for going at 45mph -_-' don't blame me.. i thought I was going at the speed of light; Amy was going SO FAST. it was crazy. she's a daredevil(:


behind those lens would have to be dan dan(: my family rocks.. x]

mmhmm.. sure enough, Nana, Lizzy, && Raina from After School are in the same subgroup titled, Orange Caramel. Change isn't something I love but I guess since After School will be more active.. it can't exactly be a bad thing either. I hope. They're coming out with a VARIETY SHOW.. and my obsession with After School.. i've already creeped out my brother && sister with it.. (random after school moments around the house.. at the dinner table.. midnight.. ) funny times..

IPHONE I got it last week. Man, if I was capable of being in love with an appliance, this would be it. Made Pizza Today. && I also found out through that.. i'll never make it as a cook. (I ended up eating my pizza with a fork..) Dianna might have a chance though.. that girl just amazes me. shes just too good at everything... (now think about having a sister whose imperfectly perfect. where does that put your standards?)

Enough of my ranting. Report Cards came out last week. HAPPINESS!; 4 A's && 2 Bs.. ( i had no idea how i got a 90 in Chemistry ) so im happy i made it through & at my house.. whoever has the lowest grades.. lets just say I've been the one for the last however many years and its not a happy feeling. ( they make fun of you x] )

do you remember the day your dreams came true? not yet.

++ By: Cindy, 09 Jun 2010 ++
>> you're gonna need someone on your side <<

So to the left is an icon of Im Jinah aka Nana aka .. someone whose amazing. Apparently, Pledis is trying something different and putting After School into subgroups. At first when Francy told me, it was utter chaos in my head. I didn't know what to think (listen to me, im sounding so extremely serious) .. then after marching myself over to the AfterSchoolPlay Forum and reading what others thought about it, I sort of got used to it. I did what a normal playgirl would do and weighed the pros and cons.

Plus: more parts for each of them instead of splitting them eight ways; eh.. A NEW ALBUM IN JUNE(: which is love; more promotions? can't forget that Juyeon will be on Invincible Youth;

Minus: kahi is most likely gonna be the solo.. that means less interaction with the rest of the members.. & she's the bestest (: leader ever; less interaction between the girls.. hopefully their bonds will get stronger; um..uh.. I DONT WANT THEM TO SPLIT. im sort of iffy about the whole thing but really, its exciting. Ah.. anyway it goes.. jia you (:

DONE WITH THE AFTER SCHOOL RANTING; for now of course. finally bought an iphone.. hopefully it'll come soon. Had to back out of so many projects because of that.. >__<' schools been over for what.. 5 days? And I'm already feeling lazy.. not saying im not enjoying it. Beside is a lyric from We Should Whisper! 's "SixAM"; nice song.. hmm well, im running out of stuff to say.

Need to catch up on Dramas; I've havent been watching Personal taste or the ending to Down With Love in a while.. though I feel like watching PiLi MIT and Hot Shot again(: Aaron Yan && Show Luo.. just amazing?

My life is pretty boring right now(: but im sort of content.. i just feel like relaxing..

PHOTO SET - LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL - NUMERO TRES
last day of school; includes one of my oh so many sketches


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++ By: Cindy, 31 May 2010 ++
>> you gotta go there to come back <<

Ah.. chocolate. The only thing stopping me from walking up and getting out a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup is my very very frustrating laziness. x] SCHOOL'S OUT. And honestly, its doesn't feel like it at all. Everything's normal. I actually feel like I'll be able to get up at 6am tomorrow.. no, not really. I'm telling this now, THERES IS NO FORCE IN THE WORLD THAT CAN GET ME UP THAT EARLY TOMORROW. nothing. nada. (except if after school mysteriously appeared at my front door) << but thats beside the point. Lately, I've been using the after school pun quite a bit. I admit, it has gotten to the point where if anyone says "I'm going after school." or "See you after school.", I think of After School. I'll just look up and smile to myself like a complete idiot.

attention: I conquered my laziness(: I'm actually unwrapping my delicious Reese's right now. Last day of school.. was good. I liked it. This is like Christmas, my birthday, and New Years all over again. You know its here, i mean, its the right date. But you can't feel it. (ignore my completely lame thought); Caught Adna in the hallway this morning while walking with Erin. I started freaking out over my letter and then she's just like.. "uh.. not done"' bleh.

I didn't even say goodbye to so many people. Like Krupa, how is she supposed to know that out of everyone I met all year, she can talk the longest without breathing. haha x] science, my friend. && Amy.. but its different I guess.. i don't think we're as close as in elementary school. People grow up and separate .. ?Haven't said goodbye to Alina.. Heba.. Abira.. Diamond.. Kate.. Daniel.. Gina.. Brian.. and now I don't get to see them for the whole summer. I'm saying this now because I'll forget by the time I get situated into summer(:

"Confidence, Cohen." - Anna to Seth on the O.C ( The Goodbye Girl ); There are just some things that are clear to me but doesn't make sense to anyone else. So when something makes me smile.. I can't explain it. That scene in The Goodbye Girl always makes me a bit sad. Although I love Seth & Summer together, Seth & Anna make the bestest-random rant friends ever. I probably don't strike people as someone that likes all these shows but .. haha, i like what i like.. o__0

The reason why I quoted the O.C; Going to the buses, Miesha (DEBBY for Megan's sake) was getting my number down on her phone.. and I'm in the hallway telling her slowly.. (my reaction/thinking rate isn't something to be proud of) and I finish and walk back to the door and some guy says, "Hey, I got that number down." and smiled. I know its a joke && etc but he has confidence. Now, I'm not a confident person. I rarely talk in class ( it all depends on the people ); If i'm not comfortable around them, I just feel like doodling..; && its not like I want confidence. I just admire it when I see it.

I updated the portfolio with graphics.. will probably be updating about life alot this summer.. ; lucky charlotte and here whole european adventure..

Oh, the animation was After School's Raina and Nana at the Idol dance competition thingy and if I must say, after school did amazingly. (KAHI<3) Is there one post that goes by without me reminding everyone about my love for After School with this new layout? I'm really liking every second of this obsession.

PHOTO SET - LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL - NUMERO DOS
last day of school part one..; more coming soon


one - two - three - four

++ By: Cindy, 26 May 2010 ++
>> so when do i start lying about my age? <<



Ah.. SIXTEEN and I had to add my banter about "whats so sweet about being sixteen" because thats the lamest I can go on my birthday. Actually it was May 19th so I may possibly be running late. :] Birthday crept up on me this year.. haha (: You know how its supposed to feel like your birthday? Well, it didn't but I enjoyed it. The Last year has been weird.. and way too fast. You get that weird feeling that life is just passing you by and you let it.. x] I can't believe how much I've changed since i turned 15.

Hmm.. (: 3 more half days of school. Bittersweet feeling. Its just when summer starts, you get into this habit of waking up late, sleeping late, eating instant noodles, and doing whatever you feel like. Then when school comes around, you just kind of spaz out for the longest time..

Theres also some people at school that I feel that if we don't see eachother for so long, then our friendship would just disappear. Which means we'll have to start over more awkward than strangers. Cause you just know everyone will be asking, "How'd your summer go?" for about a week.

I'm still lazy. And I hate it.. ; Also I've had a series of things break in certain order lately.. First my computer. Then my ipod touch. After that went my walkman charger.. (so now i can't use it..); Its like the forces of the world are purposely destroying my electronic items. (its a longshot); -raise fist in the air- ILL GET YOU ALL! ( im kidding, i don't plan on getting any of you.. [: ) Bad luck..

To the right is Nana (whose real name is: Im Jin Ah) (who is still amazing) ; Sometimes I feel like such a creeper. Really. I find myself remember these little details about people. Just today I was telling Alex that I remember the first time he wore his mario shirt. I remember what Adna was wearing on our 7th Grade field trip to the Georgia Aquarium (which wasn't as great as i thought it would be) and pretty much Brian's entire wardrobe.. IM SUCH A STALKER; ah.. i hate paying attention to all these small details. Garam got new shoes.. Eric has those jeans with the zippers.. Brionne ALWAYS color codes.. Josh also got old/new shoes.. that asian girl at church changed her glasses.. so much. (ITS CRAZY.. i can't NOT remember) Ahh.. being a creeper is so much work..

PHOTO SET - LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL - NUMERO UNO
with eric and garam after school (pun..haha); this was just before the epic camera war


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++ By: Cindy, 21 May 2010 ++
>> good news for people who love bad news <<

Hm.. I have an 80 question packet due tomorrow for Geometry; I did about 25... and I sort of remember my teacher saying "don't wait until the last day to do this packet because it just won't work." Ironic, huh? about 9 hours until I go to sleep.. that means 55 questions; 6 questions per hour?; I don't know, math isn't my niche. They say this week (review week for finals) should be the one where you pay attention the most. But it feels so hard to pay attention.. did I ever mention how I really dislike school?

Trying to fix the ipod.. mm.. not going too well. So many parts due, so little time. And I'm sure they're gonna kick me out because I haven't been turning it in (i blame my ipod..) ; getting an iphone..

MUSIC:. Varsity Fanclub has this new song out that is bottom line weird. Its about how if they cheat, their mom would spank them? Yeah, completely normal. MBLAQ also has a new song they'll be releasing in about.. 2 days? Granted, I have no idea what Y means so that makes it hard to listen to, or give it to their Y.. ; x] my lame excuse for a joke. AFTER SCHOOL is LOVE(: and they thought my obsession wouldn't last. (i give it a few more weeks);

I was reading this post from AfterSchoolPlay Forum (amazing place by the by..); and it was 16 Things To Do At Walmart and that entertained me for a good bit of time.. my favorites:

[+] While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are;
[+] When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream... "NO! NO! Its' those voices again!"
[+] Get several bouncy balls and throw them down an aisle shouting "I choose you pikachu!"
[+] Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers that you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.
[+] Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "Code 3 in housewares"... and see what happens;

i will never have the guts to do this.. haha;

rant: because i just love hearing myself talk.. haha; no not really. ruwioeuroiwejlsdf life is hard. i don't like this.. x] you can probably tell im in that stage of my life where i have those immature thoughts about why we're living.. whatre we working for stuff. i can say that i dont enjoy them at all.. hopefully it passes. goodluck(:

warning: one tree hill animations..


++ By: Cindy, 16 May 2010 ++

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