Welcome to my little spot here on the web. FeelingImpossible.Com is a blog/collective/design site of mine to hold all of my designs, fansite list and just to say what I want. Here, you will find my online journal, all my fansites I've worked on/own, and my portfolio of layouts, wallpapers, and signatures!

Site Name: Feeling-Impossible.Com
Type: Blog / Collective
Founder: Cindy
Started: June of '09
Version: 3 (tres)
Hosted By: Gertie @ Fan-Sites.Org


"when the world says give up; hope whispers one more try."


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Cindy. Loves music more than anything. Fahrenheit, Varsity Fanclub, Relient K. Obsessed with After School (Nana). obsseses easily. new people. PERSONAL TASTE; dramas. vietnamese. 5'2. SIXteen. May19th.; Hates liars. I dont go anywhere without my music. oylmpuscameras=love. Georgia.

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1:58 <3 Nana

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>> hello, love <<

Hello! Well this spiffy looking guy off to the side here is Seto Koji. And I've always had a thing for the name Seto since Yu-Gi-Oh.. (yes, i was a yugioh kid..). He sort of looks like Aaron Yan.. (: i like them both so.. ha.. x] Well, my reason for putting him up here.. Dianna usually likes boybands, I'm leaning towards girlbands, and Francis likes Hyori and all these various people I don't want to get into.. So i mean, even though in the kpop scene, I prefer the girlbands.. I do like guybands. (boybands) FAHRENHEIT! Ah.. Aaron, Jiro, Calvin, Wu Chun.. they're sort of maybe kind of just toooo amazing for words.

What I like about taiwanese and sometimes korean music.. they say things that if you were to say them in english, they'd be beyond cheesy. Way too much cheesiness for an average human. But I've always been a sucker for cheesy, unbelievably wincing approved stuff.

School is in a week? and a few days. Last year, if I even mentioned the world school to Dianna, she'd pretty much, i don't know, murder me? Well, I've mentioned it and I'm still alive so... we're over that(:
- unless she already killed me and this is my spirit typing.. hmm.. in this case, someone call a japanese director, I;VE GOT A STORY! (because they make the good horror movies) -
After School... ah. where do I begin? Oh yeah.. A NINTH MEMBER!? okay, rewind... WHATT!? -im so shocked that i just spelled what wrong.. whats happening to me?- Pledis, Pledis, Pledis. When you introduced Lizzy.. I was fine with it (after the very detailed drawing of me pointing a taser somewhere in her direction..) -calm down, i actually like her now- But this? This is.... I don't even know..

NINE ? WHAT ? WHY ? WHO ? WHERE ?

When they put up the audition site, it said on the form: "...Korean, Chinese, Japanese, etc..." I looked at Dianna and yelled, "WE'RE ETC.!" To be completely honest, I'm not even surprised they're adding a 9th member. And no, I won't be making any death threats this time around.. -we can only hope-

Dramas/MOVIES lately, I've watched two movies.. Hear Me (Taiwanese) && Dear Friends (Japanese). Personally, I like movies that have some sort of meaning and leave me kind of speechless in the 'what just happened' kind of way. I really liked Dear Friends because it was incredibly sad. All about friendship and although it sounds cheesy as cheesy gets, i LIKED IT(: alot.. && I LOVE the actors(: <3 kanae! Hear Me was adorably cute. The end was... like this.. see, the girls deaf (well, she led on to be) && then at the end she TALKS and he goes, "you talk?" she nods, & he asks, "you can hear!?" then she says yes.

He says, "Why didn't you tell me?!" and what does she say?: you didn't ask. are you kidding me? - & they were talking with sign language up to this point... haha, but i liked the movie(:

Its not new years but lets make resolutions for the school year. (sorry OTH, stealing again..) ah.. heres hoping for an academic miracle, a drama free year without people that judge you before they get to know you << boy, thats long, and last but not least, lets make it memorable. .... in a good way...

++ By: Cindy, 30 Jul 2010 ++
>> funship freddy(: <<

Well, I'm back from the four day/four night cruise. That means I got back today around 8pm..? We went on the Carnival Elation (which was apparently headed to Mexico) The room was a good size -thought small- (I got the top bunk!) ; Um... on our second day there we met this photographer from Peru (so i called him "peru guy") and then we kept seeing him so we made a friend.. haha yes. And our cleaning room person, Sara (?) who was nice stalkerlike.

Its weird because whenever we needed Sara for something, shes nowhere to be found. But when we don't need her, shes everywhere. Weird. So we would joke like going in the hallway and saying, "Hey, we don't need anything, you guys can come out now.." Peru guy was everywhere too.. and on the last day we were there he started talking about his fiance and how he met her online for 5 years and then decided to get married. Spazzed over how awesome he is..

Buffet.. (which I love) .. i love buffets. the all you can eat kind(: But they never had much of anything great there.. disappointment with the food.. For dinner, it was those classy ones.. -its a good thing i learned utensil placement in home.ec- And we shared a table with this family. You know, the typical american family. Sporty dad, 3 daughters -they were pretty-, and the whole athletic thing going on. Which means there was alot of awkward conversation, fake laughs, and cheesy smiles.

And I learned Peru guy is 29 from Peru -duh- and his name is Jhon. Pretty cool, eh? Anyway, after it took extremely long to get past customs, we were on our way home like none of it ever happen. And we'll probably never see those people again.. oh, and I bought a funship freddy pin for my bookbag.

++ By: Cindy, 27 Jul 2010 ++
>> hello there (: <<

random hellos & goodbyes

++ By: Cindy, 19 Jul 2010 ++
>> && what do you have to show for it? <<

Hello(: Long time no talk.. Its been a while. a long while. July the 4th just passed and I spent an hour that day reading a picture dictionary (it was actually not that boring) Went to Henry's house and ate.. looked at old photos.. and went to watch fireworks. When we were walking forever to get to the restrooms at the mall, I thought I saw one of my cousins. But no one believed me. I'm officially the little girl who cried 'cousin'. ... x]

After School rant. I'm really really liking Lizzy in this group. (she's this close to becoming my favorite) Although I like everyone in After School, I can't help but have my favorites. My Orange Caramel CD came in the mail awhile ago. SIGNED(: And Im SUPER SUPER happy about it. super super happy (creepy, yes)

Its been a year since I started this blog. And theres a question that I really had to ask myself. What do I have to show for it?. An entire year. And I've got nothing. Nada, zip.. (i feel like i have to say a series of words that actually just mean 'nothing'). I mean, I'm not happy about it.. at all. Bleh. Thats what Steph would say in a situation like this. Better Luck This Year?

Juyeon && The Banana. Cute(: Its 3:02am. And my brains not working right at all.. I wouldn't be surprised if I started having hallucinations - like seeing the penguin from happy feet tap dancing on my living room table. Of course, the table's kinda messy, not really an environment for tapdancing. But pass the hallucinations, I'm also kind of tired. And the old photos from Henry's house, I'll post later. embarrassing enough to laugh at but not enough to wish it never happened.

until next time... ? question marks adds mystery(:

++ By: Cindy, 07 Jul 2010 ++
>> you're my wonderwall <<

Hmm.. Francis is back. He went on a Leader camp thing. I'm sure theres an official name but I can't seem to remember it.. While he was gone (this is the first time in forever dan dan and i haven't seen him for more than 24 horus.. -gasp- , i know.. ) x] And we went through the stages like depression, anger, acceptance, and pretty much hysteria. It was a fun time, actually. x]

ORANGE CARAMEL (: It's a subgroup from After School with Nana, Raina, and Lizzy. Their single is Magic Girl (... lizzy with the fake mustache is amazingly cute) ; Its not that its too cute for my liking.. its just that I became obsessed with After School during their Because Of You stage. And I love that they're versatile and can do all this cute stuff successfully, it just isn't my cup of tea; Thats a lie, i don't drink tea. But, nether-less, orange caramel jia you! (i refuse to say fighting)

With that I will officially start my rant.. So Francy's a big fan of Hyori. And Dan-Dan && Francy knows that I'm a big fan of After School. Francis decides to do some witty-banter and insults After School. (In a joking way..) && in turn, I end up saying some gasp worthy insult about Hyori and we're both saying stuff like..

SCENE " The tv is on and then we hear "boooo!" on some show. Francis goes, "That sounds like an After School concert." Then I fake gasp and say, "More like Hyori's concert - oh wait, that would require people to show up." " END SCENE

Like that. And its all fun and games until Dan-Dan jumps in and takes Francis' side. Now don't get me wrong, I can take them. But Dan-Dan gets all serious with it. Like we're actually insulting them realistically. (Come on.. I;m not blind, I know Hyori's pretty) And then Dan-Dan says bad stuff about SNSD because she just hates them. And I've always had the same views about hating celebrities. You can hate their music all you want. Theres just no reason to hate them without properly getting to know them. So if you ever pass by a celebrity and they ignore you brutally, are mean to you, or just plain rude then by all means, hate, hate, hate. But before that.. give them a chance. Being a celebrity doesn't mean you're forced to be nice to everyone all the time and act perfect.

I'd hate to bring out the don't judge a book by its cover quote. its so cliche; Wah.. and it feels like im defending SNSD when i talk.. x] haha, i have nothing against them.. but i'm not a big fan either. Really, in Korea, the only bands i really like are After School (If you didn't know this by now...), MBLAQ, and f(x) << that was just recently. ftisland is okay too.. im a sucker for bands that actually uses instruments;

so lets end this rant and move on to drama fun.

Anyone remember Kwon Sang Woo? Yes, yes. That great talented actor from Stairway To Heaven. He's also acted in a drama with SNSD's Yoona called: Cinderella Man that I succeeded in starting/finishing in two days(: He's the most talented actor I've seen yet. Amazing, isn't he? And he has that cool feel. Ask Dan-Dan, only she gets it... Daebak! = Success (: which is Oh Dae-san's motto.. Good drama.. I like it(:


++ By: Cindy, 18 Jun 2010 ++

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